As every pregnant woman can probably attest to, I am CONSUMED by all thoughts baby!!
- Will the baby come early?
- If early, will it be TOO early?
- Will labor be fast again?
- Or will it be totally different?
- Will I need a C section?
- What if Brent's at work and it is a lot faster than last time? With Ella I was in labor for 5 hours and 1 minute. I remember because I looked at my phone, ready to call my mom and my water broke. It was 12:38 and Ella was born at 5:39.
- So if it is faster, will Brent get home in time? He has to come in off the road, get out of uniform, and drive to Mesquite. My mom was only in labor for 2 hours with me!!
- And if it is that fast will I not be able to have an epidural? This SCARES me. Yeah I know people have done it and choose to do it the natural way, but I am not one of those who wish to have the experience!!! AT ALL!!
- And if I have an epidural, what if my legs stay numb forever?
- Or what if it doesn't work?
- Or what if it comes un-numb like it did with Ella? Thankfully it was only a little bit, and I needed it to let up a little or I couldn't feel to push.
- What if it's too early and I have to be taken to Sunrise Hospital and have my specialist deliver me?
- What if my mom & dad are in Canada at the time?
And the list goes on. Obviously the more I think about it the more panicked I get. And the more panicked I get the more hysterical I become!! I'd like to think I am not the only one who gets consumed and worried over every little thing, but am I? Does anyone else freak out like this!
Note* I have been posting more often because I'm BORED and my thoughts run away with me!!
1 comment:
you've been hijacked by the hormone train.
let me know if you figure out how to get off, i never have : )
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